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Last Updated: 09/13/2024

oh my god if another one of my friends dies this month im gonna lose it. 4 of my friends this year have died because i couldn’t talk them out of it. you have no idea how many family members of theirs i had to comfort. it was so heartbreaking. since everyone that is close to me is either dying from a mysterious illness or they attempted suicide and succeeded, am i the problem?? like. a few months after i befriend them they end up dying. it’s getting to the point that im considering taking my own life. everyone dies, so why not make my life shorter? i’ll meet my friends if there is a afterlife. im just tired of going to these fucking funerals. I can’t even cry anymore, even though my ex friend who had bullied me and made my life a living hell i miss her. i could’ve talked her out of it if i was just there. i could’ve saved all of them

-wreath